The Decision Had Made

Well...you made the decision already...so that is good...no need to care about your feelings anymore...we do not have any relationship but 2 strangers... well....take care... :P

担心

小时候，很天真,不懂事，不会为别人担心...
现在的我已是个成人...渐渐的才发现,我身边的人,都没有我想象中健康...特别是我的父母,有什么事都不说,每次都往肚子里吞...现在他们的身体越来越不好了,但我却没有很孝顺他们...难道要等到失去了才后悔? 就连我朋友的侄女身体也有问题...
人类真的很脆弱,在一瞬间就可以消失在这个地球上... 如果现在不要开始珍惜当下所拥有的,难道要等到失去最亲爱的人才开始后悔?
现在的我才懂得"担心"这两个字是怎样写的...希望一切都不会太迟...

paranoid...

my paranoid become more and more serious lately...seems like started to lost control again...seriously, i hate this kind of me...i become unhappy,feel unsafe...don't know why,i feel scare,sad till wanna cry...is it i'm going to become crazy or stress from my big exam?
i hate this kind of feeling....haiz...T.T
i realize something...is it my other best friend started to betray me???please don't hurt me again...can't bear with the pain anymore.... please...

SPEECHLESS!!!

well...i don't know want to say what...no words come across my mind... sad? disappointing?angry? B treat me like i'm from hell, no being friends anymore... if you say maybe this is just a misunderstanding...well,this misunderstanding is gonna be damn very serious... Why i saying like this? this "misunderstanding" turns 2 best friends into 2 strangers! so i don't know what can i say much...
YA! actually i feel sad,disappointing...but what else can i do? NOTHING!!!
(YOU REALLY MAKE ME FEEL SUCKS!!!)

I AM GONNA DIE SOON! : x

now i'm having a long holidays. actually i already planned wanna use this free time wisely,for my revisions.i brought back a lots of notes,books.
till now,i haven started any revisions yet and i feel damn guilty now!!! i scare i cant get a good result. and of course i scare,fear they will having better result than me! TvT although i have this feeling,but everyday i just stay in front of computer and on line non stop.what a sad case.i waste all the time for nonsense. hope i will wake up faster and do the revisions!!! BE STRONG AND BE GREAT! ^^

Maybe she is a good girl.

刚才，我不经意的找到那位美丽小姐的blog.吓了我一跳。。。哈哈哈。。。
我老公说她是一位心机重的女生，叫我不用跟她有很深的交情。原来不知我老公也有将的讲法，很多我老公的朋友也这样讲。我到觉得还好。我甚至有点羡慕她。她是一位很美的女子，拥有很甜美的声音，很会打扮，化妆。她跟我老公的朋友相处得很好。（当然比我还好。。。）
看了她的blog之后，对她有另外一个想法。可能这是她的保护壳呢。哈哈哈。。。但这不能担保些什么，只有时间能证名一切！！！ ;p